Did she really loved me....? Part-3

The desperate move

   I missed her three times today, now I can’t afford to miss any of her. I was getting more and more and desperate, don’t know for what but, I didn’t allow my mind to give a second thought to what I was about to do. The vivid observer, the firm believer of love at first was not allowing me to think anything further precautiously. I was in a hurry to express. I was exhausted after running that distance but just managed to reach upto  her, as she took her wallet which  she forgot in the cab and started moving ahead with her friend. I was completely out of breath and did something that no girl would ever like, I put my hand on her shoulder from behind and said, 'I love You'. Alma, in an exhausted voice, she turned back to see who touched her. The stunning and shocking look of her, when she saw me was very difficult for me to handle. I realized something wrong. She rammed me with a non-shockproof slap. My ear-drums vibrated with a 'Tingggg...' sound for few seconds, I could not hear anything due to the sound created by the slap, but she was saying something, which I could only guess from her lip movements . After few seconds, I was catapulted back into reality and I heard her saying '...Loafer, Never again try this.' and she left the place along with her friend. I again thoroughly understood the dual concept of Sir Isaac Newton’s law of force, F=ma(Force=mass*acceleration) and Women Empowerment!!.  I did not wonder further from where she got so much force. I thanked myself for not shaving for past 12 days and those ¼ inch grown beard, which helped in reducing the impact.

  I left her alone for that moment, she and her friend vanished in the crowd near the station. I boarded the train back home, the whole journey I was thinking, have I done something wrong. I was quizzed throughout the journey, I felt bad for my behavior, it was just so many things happened in just 2 days. I should have waited for right opportunity, I should given some time to myself and more importantly, her. I felt I have been bit harsh on her. You should not grab whatever you like, there are moderate ways, and there are ways of approaching. Whatever I did I felt ashamed of myself. How inhuman I was. The girl whom I liked so much how can I behave with her like this, ofcourse if someone else would have done this with her even I would have thrashed his nose. But why did I became so desperate to take such step? I am in love with her, or is it infatuation? or is it lust?,..no no the word lust appalled my thought process, surely it’s not lust.

  The cardinal sin that I did not allow me to sleep the whole night. I was thinking what image I made of myself in front of her, simply ditzy. The judge within me was still ranting on about the unfairness act of mine. What should I do to rectify myself? I don’t want to lose her under any circumstance. I am sure even professor Gyarah would not like if I lose her after missing so many of his lectures.

   The only panacea I thought was to say sorry to her for all what I did and forget her forever, well I don’t want forget her, but it’s the only way I thought was to punish myself for doing a stupid act. Yes, tomorrow morning, I will tip-toe myself, bow before her and say sorry to her at the same place where I saw her first, the same Chuchgate  Station and this time I will not allow my brain to sing any song when I see her. I practiced several times my short and svelte lines in front of the mirror, so that my brain should not act anything weird this time. I was quite confident after a few repetitions of lines that I would be delivering in front of her. This confidence that I gathered after practice pacified my mind a bit and allowed to sleep at 4:00 AM in the morning.

  Next morning, I was ready with my sorry script. I went half-an-hour early to station to get the feel of the surrounding and more importantly rehearse my act. Passengers arriving and departing, jostled my intention and asked me to not to take it so seriously as I was taking it, take it as forgotten chapter, but my conscience didn’t allow me to return but to stay, wait, say sorry, forget her forever and move ahead in life. Its 8:30 AM, a big losing day for me as I will be losing her forever, but this is the way I should punish myself and probably this is what fortune had in its womb. The train came, I placed myself exactly in front of the ladies compartment in which my Alma travels. My heart-beats increased. The fear of how her reaction would be after my today's act brought sweat on my forehead and palms. I made myself ready. Passengers alighted.  The whole compartment was empty, but I couldn’t see her. I sneaked through the door to see if she was inside. She was not there. I ran to the other side of door, through subordinate gent’s compartment, she was not there. I checked to certain distance to see if my eyes missed to check her. Vain, complete vain!!

  Her absence jolted my inner-conscience. Is she absent because of yesterday's foolish act? Has she met with an accident on her way back home yesterday? Has she informed her parents and now they don’t want to send her to college? These baseless questions pecked my brain and made me feel more culprit. I waited at the station for next 2 hours to see whether she was travelling by later train. No she did not turn-up that day. Later I realized it was a Sunday and holiday for all colleges. Again I prepared myself for next day, the Monday morning day. But I was determined to confess.

   Suddenly I felt as if the announcer was again playing a song, "Tu mere samne main tere samne, tujhko dekhu ke pyar karu..." for me in whole Churchgate Station. I looked around to neglect the song  and turned my yes back to the just arrived Andheri-Churchgate trains ladies compartment. As the passengers were departing, a strong shiver went through my body, the escapist fantasy as quoted by Sir J.R.R. Tolkien, was asking me to run away from the sight and I saw Alma draped fantastically in red saree and golden blouse, matching sandals. The carbon in her eyes...Ohh!! Girl, don’t do this with me please, don’t make me change my mind, I have practiced a lot. Her looks stunned me again, I forgot what I practiced, my feet got welded where I was. After seeing her my prepaid guts escaped in air like vaporization effect.  But why saree today?

Continued in next release, click below links for all releases till now:

Did she really loved me....? Part-1

Did she really loved me....? Part-2

Did she really loved me....? Part-3

Did she really loved me....? Part-4

Did she really loved me....? Part-5

Did she really loved me....? Part-6

Did she really loved me....? Part-7

Did she really loved me....? Part-8

Did she really loved me....? Part-9

Did she really loved me....? Part-10

Did she really loved me....? Part-11

Did she really loved me....? Part-12

Did she really loved me....? Part-13

Did she really loved me....? Part-14

Did she really loved me....? Part-15[The End]

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Did she really loved me....? Part-2

   
 
   I was gazing her as if she was seated next to me. Suddenly she felt the Sun was being little harsh on her oceanic eyes and she removed her black goggles. I felt good, as if she was giving respect to something black in her life, by sporting the eye gear. Astonishingly she looked more beautiful with it, Mashallah !!. My eyes popped out like an uncouth binoculars. I felt the distance between her and me as few inches now. I was not at all interested in people moving around. In just few minutes the taxi stopped near a signal, I don't know what happened to me, I just wanted to tell her...'Say thanks to your parents!!'. I know it’s the same gravitational force pushing me towards her, I got down from the taxi and moved towards her halted taxi. Before I could reach her taxi, the signal turned green and she fled away.

  The driver of my taxi was screeching, as if I was running without paying him, he got the taxi near me and started honking continuously until I came back to my senses. I again felt a loss as she was again nowhere in my sight, I again asked the driver to follow her, the driver said 'abb kisko follow karu... wo toh nikal gayi'. Tears welled-up my eyes, that I again missed an opportunity. My heart sinked.

  I again sat in the taxi and told the driver take me to colleges near-by Churchgate area, I could easily spy his thought process,… does this dumbo really have enough money to pay me the fare? But still with this suspecion he followed my command and took me every possible college in vicinity. Loss, complete loss!! No she was nowhere.My cupcakes of happiness were devastated. I shelled out all the money I had to buy books to the taxi driver. It was pointless to attend college in between the lecture, due to my yesterday's flop-heroic act. I was sure that I would have got thrown out from the class like one cleanly throws dust outside the house.

  After roaming the whole of Churchgate for around 5-6 hours, I came down to Marine Drive at around 3:00 PM and sat down gazing at the famous tetrahedrons .There are rumors that when you open your arm facing the ocean and ask anything, its fulfilled. I guess probably it could be reason that many filmstars like Amitabh, Shahrukh and Politicians like P. Navalkar etc did the same during their struggling period. Well to do this when people are passing by you, require mammoth courage. Naah I don't believe this. But I tried the superstition  just to have another glimpse of her, just wanted to make my day one more time .I looked here and there and closed my eyes and opened my arms facing the ocean slowly and said 'Lady..The Encyclopedia of beauty!!Just give me one more look' and then turned around and opened my eyes. Ohh Mother Nature.....she is present with her friends in an open restaurant called 'Bay View', just opposite to Marine Drive. How is that possible!! I forgot my education when this superstition and crazy act of mine worked. I should have asked for something else man. I cursed myself for testing with a small wish!!

  I don't know how to deal with this, I enclosed my face with my hands and gave a smile to myself. Well I was not having enough money to spend in the hotel as I shelled-out my wallet to taxi driver hours ago. The only thing I could do now was.. Wait!! It’s been more than 30 minutes now.. I was wondering when will she get up. Forget about getting up she and her friends ordered one more dish, I was gazing her from quite a distance, but my empty wrinkled stomach could easily smell what she has ordered, I think it’s 'Eggs poached in tomato sauce', a dish of Libyan origin. I read it sometime back that eggs are rich in biotin, a B vitamin essential for hair growth and overall scalp health. I concluded over there from my side, the reason for her wonderful fluffy hair. All the food hoggers highly recommends this place, even I want to, but only when I dine with her in this gorgeously placed location.

  Its 4:00 PM now, it seems she has ordered a juice now, yeah juices provided good amount of Vitamin C, the reason for her glowing skin. I certainly created a health menu-card for her by now, rather created a monologue to kill the time spent outside the restaurant. The breeze from sea, made a magical movement, the curl and fringes of her hair started kissing her face, the biotin in eggs are working here, initially she allowed the hair to do its work and then resisted that by her left hand, killer moment!! Girls are super good in this, they don't want to stop immediately, it’s a allow and then stop process, so that poor chaps like me should die of beauty-attack, a synonym for heart-attack I recently discovered. Girls don't want to distinguish who should praise their looks, I feel all are welcome.

 The waiter now came with a bill, a sigh of relief. Thanks lady for allowing others also eat something. I don't know how many of her friends were there and who all were there, either way I was not at all interested in them. Here she comes out with her friends, they waved hand for a cab, come on yaar, it’s a walkable distance till Churchgate Station, atleast today, when I don't have a penny left. Its brutal game she is playing with me. Gone. She has again fled away. How can she be so callous about me.

 I will not miss this chance now, I want to know more about her, this stimulus feeling helmed me to chase her to Churchgate Station with soceraphobia. My heart came in my mouth covering that distance, surely it’s not a walkable distance, I got the answer why she took a cab. Well I still haven't reached the station, but saw her getting out of the cab from a quite a distance. I was tired running that distance, but really had no battery left as my empty stomach could not provide any energy to my body to cover it with more faster speed. I reached very near to her.

  'Alma you left your wallet in cab'..... I heard, when one of her friend from the cab shouted and she looked behind. 'Alma.....' Wow..what a name!!

Continued in next release, click below links for all releases till now:

Did she really loved me....? Part-1

Did she really loved me....? Part-2

Did she really loved me....? Part-3

Did she really loved me....? Part-4

Did she really loved me....? Part-5

Did she really loved me....? Part-6

Did she really loved me....? Part-7

Did she really loved me....? Part-8

Did she really loved me....? Part-9

Did she really loved me....? Part-10

Did she really loved me....? Part-11

Did she really loved me....? Part-12

Did she really loved me....? Part-13

Did she really loved me....? Part-14

Did she really loved me....? Part-15[The End]

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